People change.

 What's a blog post without a picture? :)

Emotional blog post here.
I just want to express my feelings through words.
Life is always happy and sad.
Facing different people with different feelings.
Sometimes being nice to people but not knowing how they curse you behind.
LIFE. How would you define it?

Humans are really weird creatures.
Sometimes they treat you so good, like a true friend.
After awhile, they talk to you like a normal friend.
Then, they just treat you as they only know your name.
Some people wants to be your friend because you might have some power that she wants or needs.
After you lost that power, they leave you.
Without a word.

Some people judge you without knowing the real you.
It's like they enjoy being a judge, giving comments on others.
Don't even know me, only talked for a few times.
WOW, you're fantastic.
I thought that you're nice but oh, never judge a book by its cover.

After receiving that huge project, I finally know how the real world looks like.
Really tough. I thought it was just a job.
An easy job.
Now i know, I'm wrong. Totally.
People gossip about you before you do anything.
Till now I still don't understand.
W.H.Y.

I know, I'm doing my best.
People keep telling me: It's not your fault, it's life.
I'm given a chance to lead, not everyone does.
I should appreciate what's given.
I have to learn how to overcome obstacles. Not avoiding them.
What they want to say, leave them alone.
If that makes them happier, why not?

Felt so much better talking to the seniors.
They give really suitable advices and opinions.
"Follow your heart :) Do what you feel is right."
I love the words they said to me.
LOVE. I feel goood ;D
They talk maturely which makes me feel like an kid.
I need to grow up!
The way I think or do stuff, i think sometimes it's too childish.
The way I react with people, childish too.
The way I behave, even childish.
TIME TO BE MATURE :)

Hmm, I kinda feel better after writing this post.
Feels good after sharing your problems with others.
Made me happier.
Friends say I look stress even by looking at me.
As long as I know what I'm doing is right, just go for it.
Not gonna care what people trying to gossip about me.
Jealousy makes a person uglier :p
BUT this poem I learn last month in tuition.
One of the sentence said:
" If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you, But make allowance for their doubting too."

I guess I'm running out of words.
Till then;


XOXO