SPM Trials.

SPM TRIALS. It all ended today, badly. I did bad for all the papers. Not thinking of getting good grades at all, just wishing that it isn't that bad. Urgh. So as trials came to an end, CHS papers no longer exist in my life. I can't believe it! It's been 5 years in high school and I'm graduating in 6 weeks time! WOW. Leaving high school is some sort of scary feeling, I can already feel it now. I mean, you're leaving school and finally starting to deal with the world, the whole world, the real one. Feeling excited yet nervous at the same time.

That also means that SPM is around the corner. 55 days left. Hah. Well, I went to Mid Valley with my classmates today for a movie to celebrate the end of trials. So we watched 'Unbeatable' and it was good. It was real, the acting quality is there, and not to mention the handsome actor Eddie Peng killed me so many times. HAHA So hot alright. One of the best Chinese movies I've watched this year. With hot muscular guys :p It was a relaxing day after a hectic month and there's round 2 tomorrow! TBH, I don't feel like going for it but since everyone's going, and since it will probably be one of the last outings together before we graduate, I shall skip tuition for it.

And right now I'm having a hard time deciding on my future. I don't really know what to do in the future. I don't even know what to do next year and college enrollments are just so soon! To stay with science or change to arts? What if I regret after changing to arts? There's no way to turn back. I don't want to regret! :( Sigh, one huge decision to make and I've been thinking bout it since the beginning of the year and there's still no conclusion. Sigh.

I guess that's all for today ehh? Just want to relax for a few days and ace till December!
PS: Turning 17 soon and NOT EXCITED AT ALL.