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One of my favorite food ever; Macaroons ♥ 

Photographed by ME! 

Weekends are finally here to visit me. 3 days of school felt like a month. Homework coming in almost every period, this is how well our teacher treat us. Although it's busy but I still pretty much enjoyed it. It's my last year to enjoy schooling days so I shall not complain so much and just make my last high school year the best out of all! 

Gerko Day is coming up next Friday! Just had my first meeting with the committees and I'm glad that all of us came out with an amazing idea for our decoration. Hopefully it turns out nice! Will work hard for it! Last Gerko Day ever! (everything is last) I just can't stop myself to mention that. I want to remind myself to appreciate it more! I feel pressured because last year's senior did it perfectly! And I miss them so so much. School feels empty without them. I used to talk to them about my problems, complain to them and they are always there giving you advices. I'm in their position now. Juniors complain to you, saying that they feel stressed and tired and you'll have to advice them not to give up. I'm not very good in thinking positively. My teacher and friends always say that I think too much which I admit that because I seriously do. My brain doesn't stop worrying about every single bit. I wish life could be easier sometimes. People always say: Just be yourself! But when do we actually act like ourselves? We always change when we deal with different people. We change to make them feel more comfortable or to impress others. 

Being a leader is definitely not an easy job but oh wells, life has never been easy. Only a challenging life is a better one :) My own quote!! Finally I come out mines!!!!!

PS: Looking forward for tomorrow's ballet class. First class after 3 months, I'll probably die in class and come back with a pair of broken legs but still, I miss dancing from the bottom of my heart :') I don't think I can stand the pain standing on pointe! Of course, my flexibility is now zero. Have to restart again. I remember myself improving quite a bit but now its all gone. Pain will be there for me again. Haihhhh, I'm still debating within myself whether to take exam or not. SPM is still more important! Think wisely JingYu! THINKKKK