One More Week to GO!

Taken by iPhone. Macau 13'

Wait, I guess it's more than a week more. I screwed up all the papers so badly and my instinct is telling me that I'll be retaking my papers which means one more semester to go yay! I've never felt this bad after finals before like you know how you roughly did after you finish your paper and you feel terrible about it.

BUT THERE'S NOTHING CAN BE DONE. IT'S OVER.

I had three papers on two days which was terrifying, hectic and it was the most stressful five days of my examination life ever. After my first paper on Friday which turned out to be fine but I didn't want it to end just because I know how I'll breakdown for the next few days. I had one weekend to study for three different subjects (CIE and their wonderful timetable) which is impossible. I suffered from insomnia the days before exam and I felt dead during exam. This is the worst thing that can ever happen. Worst than not being prepared in my point of view.

I've been basically slacking all day errday after my hectic papers are over. BUT THERE'S ONE MORE NEXT WEEK. I only need to focus on math right now which is GOOD. I know how important this paper is and I know I don't want to screw it up, again. Eight hours of math everyday sounds like a good plan to me.

I just can't wait for all this stress to disappear soon. Soon enough.
I want to be able to do the things I haven't got a chance to do for this past 1.5 years.
I want to just relax all day watching my Korean dramas that I've missed.
I want to be able to catch up with friends and family.
I want to be able to attend gatherings and birthday parties.
I want to be able to play the piano for hours without worrying about studies.
I want to be able to go to a coffee shop alone, sit there for hours and read a book.
I want to be able to go for dancing classes again.
I want to be able to draw and paint anytime when I feel like it.
I want to be able to just do nothing and not feel guilty.
There's so many things that I want to do before uni starts. There's so much more to discover in life besides studying. There's so much that the world has to offer but we're not aware.
PS: I miss my long hair :/
PPS: Snapchat's filter does wonders.

" Worrying is a misuse of your imaginations "